I’m unraveling at the seams and I can’t seem to find my way back to the normalcy I once felt.
There was a time where I knew what I wanted out of life, and now all that seems lost.
Somewhere down the line, I stopped giving a fuck.
I removed all my hopes and dreams and fell deeper in despair, into the pain.
This became my new normal.
This became my comfort zone.
This is where I reside today.
A ball of confusion, unsure of who I am and my purpose.
It’s a dangerous place to be in.
I stare back at my reflection wondering who are you, and why are you here?
After you’ve traveled so far down, it’s hard to come back up.
Am I willing to take that journey to find me again?
So much of me is broken that I don’t even smile to hide the pain anymore.
I’m lost and that’s okay. I’ll find my way back someday, somehow.
My life will mean something again.